She stared blankly out of the window,
not noticing the open fields,w here the great variety of animals fed
from. She was so deep into her own thought that she could focus on
nothing else. The decission she had to make would be hard. The
hardest thing she had ever had to take, even in her hig ranked
possition int he siciety. It was expected of her to make desisions
each day, that affected the entire world. At leas the world outside
her windows. Not many knew it, but there were other worlds, unseen
worlds, that only the (inviede) knew about, and only they knew how to
move between them. She knew what had to be done, but she also knew,
somehow, that if the laws were followed it would have a great,
negative impact on the future. She didn't know exactly how it would
be affected, but she knew it would be far from a good thing. She had
to think of the other possible options, even though they would be
looked at, as if the dicicion was only made, because it was her own,
that she was too greatly involved in the decicion, that affected her
own child, and therefore would look too mild on it. She knew that
some of it might've been her motherly feelings affecting some of it,
but that wasn't all. If she hadn't had this feeling, as from a dream,
that this child would have a great impact on some future event, she'd
have only little (tilbageholdenhed) to what the law prescriped.
She also knew, that the only possible
way to make the other decicion valid, was to get help from the
counsil. They had to help her to see what would be the best way to
act on this feeling, and what sould be done with the child. With that
clear, she started the long way to the counsil's resident.
With or without the counsils' blessing
she knew what she had to do. But it would be so much better to get
their blessing. The counsil often had their own ideas and thought
about things how it should be, but when it came to her dreams and
feelings the coundil could only do little. They didn't control the
power those things had. That gave her some hope. It would be best, if
the final decission was theirs. But she wasn't sure, if any
exceptions to this particular law had ever been made, maybe at the
beginning of times, when the world was still so young, that no one
kept records of anything. There were stories, yes. But no one knew
for a fact that similar things had been done to anyone.
The counsil were well aware of the
power of their leader's dreams. She hadn't beeen chosen to be their
leader, had her dreams not lead the way for her. She wasn't in any
leader's line, and therefore had no right to the possition, by blood
at least. But already from the time she was nothing but a child, she
showed this strange ability to have deams that could predict things
that would happen, or might happen. Often they had been nightmares.
Or bad dreams, but there had been some good dreams as well. When she
was a child she didn't think much about those dreams, but the adults
seemed always to want to hear them, so she had ofcause talked about
all the dreams she had. As time went she had started to notice that
what she dreamed could actually happen, and she aslo started to
develop some senses that, even in her awakeness would warn her about
stuff, or let her know that something big was on her way. This was
one of those moments. She knew that this child would do something
big. Or at least had the potential to do something big. If only she
was allowed to do what she had to do, and if she wasn't given the
permission, she was willing to cast everything overboard. For this
child she would cast away her leadership. Even though she had all the
leaderqualities plus a little more, she wasn't secured as a leader.
She would never be because of her line, and doing what she was
planning, if she couldn't get the counsils' permission would jepadize
it all. But she was willing to do it, because of these dreams.
What made it even more difficult
decision was the fact that this child was her own daughter. Everyone,
including the council might get the idea, that she only did this,
because she wanted to save the daughter, only because she was her
daugter. She couldn't say that was entirely untrue, but she was sure,
that hadn't it been for the dreams, she would have followed the laws
without hesitation, even though it would've hurt to let go of someon
ein her own blodline. But for this child she was absolutely sure,
there was a higher purose of letting her be. She had a purpose to
fulfill. Maybe not tomorrow or next year. But she had so be allowed
to live, or something really bad would happen. Now all she needed was
to make the council realize this, and to do that, she had to tell
them about her dream. She knew they were good at interping dreams,
but there was the one question, if they were able to see the same
thing as she saw.
She realized that the sun was setting
over the forst filled hill, and that the grazing animals had moved
further to the forrest. They would be safer there during night, than
in the open planes.
”It's time” she thought, and
started walking with heavy steps toward the door, that lead to the
chamber of the council.
Great job Birgitte, keep going! ;)
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